Sunday, August 9, 2009

Boring Sunday


sigh.. what a boring day today... plan to sleep to very late but didnt make it and wake up early at 9am... what a waste on such a lazy sunday..


Then plan to bring grandma to breakfast.. n again didnt make it.. finally went to church and get CMPC forms.. guess what form is that? a form which i myself also have doubt to attend or a form which will decide the future..


Later went to soh looi house to have a look, well she really plan it very well, and finally got her house start the painting job after a long wait for the cheapest contractor to finish renovating her house for almost 3 months..same goes to mine.. what a painful wait..and today she just told me i have white hair.. and not just one but many white hair.. what a pity...


From the very beginning planning to buy this house till today renovation .. i have manage to grow more and more white hairs.. good in a way i've learn a lot., where planning is very important, u have to let the contractor know where to knock and each and every measurement have to communicate clearly.. and bad in away i have become depressed and emotional.


Im still very sad to see my house in a mess and i have to handle it all alone.From sourcing to desicion making to regreting.. nothing but painful experience. Even though nobody blaming me for wrong doing still it's a painful experience. Im not very sure i'll make it a nice home to stay all i hope is at least it is comfortable to stay.. after all this hardwork..


Finally listening to music and childhood song it do comforts me a lot..thanks to music ...




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